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Yes, I realize I left this place but want to spread the word in order to try and receive donations to help me get by.
I've been diseased with an incurable chronic illness since childhood and as if living with chronic pain wasn't enough...
I've been diseased with an incurable chronic illness since childhood and as if living with chronic pain wasn't enough...
Yesterday's ultrasound confirmed another tumor formed and it can only be surgically removed...
I just had surgery to remove not one but two in May so this was unexpected but I wasn't surprised based on my horrible pain daily.I'm sharing my gofundme as I will be in and out of the hospital for the time being and would like some support.
Even if you can't donate, the next best thing you can do is share my Ko Fi ko-fi.com/cryssy or GoFundMe www.gofundme.com/emotional-sup…
I am too ill to draw anything for anyone so I cannot even rely on commissions.
This is a shot in the dark but figured why not give it a try since I'm spreading it on all social media sites I'm on.
Thanks.
Thanks.
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the most famous three dots in history, by trainer red.
Uhhh, I can't believe my stuff still gets views and favorites here even though I'm inactive...
like, I look at all my gallery and it's crap. xD my artwork the past year is soooo much better lookin'.
I been debating posting the good stuff here, but not tag it. Too lazy and busy to pay attention to every single little detail.
I'm more active on furaffinity and twitter, hell even pixiv more than this place. I prefer to just follow the artists and occasionally fave their works.
I'll prolly post all the stuff I find OK to upload here sometime next week... unless I forget. ^^
Uhhh, I can't believe my stuff still gets views and favorites here even though I'm inactive...
like, I look at all my gallery and it's crap. xD my artwork the past year is soooo much better lookin'.
I been debating posting the good stuff here, but not tag it. Too lazy and busy to pay attention to every single little detail.
I'm more active on furaffinity and twitter, hell even pixiv more than this place. I prefer to just follow the artists and occasionally fave their works.
I'll prolly post all the stuff I find OK to upload here sometime next week... unless I forget. ^^
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yeowza
1 min read
deviant art just don't do it for me anymore :U
Haha, no this isn't me leaving or deactivating. I just felt the need to post this, you know; my whole inactivity.
I've stopped drawing for weeks now, but slowly getting back to it. By slowly, I mean the slowest I've ever been.
But I'm still around, lurking in the shadows << I don't visit here often though, prolly every 2-3 weeks.
I even left my desktop untouched for weeks! Until yesterday.
I'll fave when I can but as for interacting, nnnot so much. This place is rather dead to me now xD
I'm on tumblr and instagram a bit more than here, at least as of lately yes a shit ton more.
As for posting art... yeah sure, I'll post whatever I feel is worthy.
Just letting you know I'm not dead. C:
Haha, no this isn't me leaving or deactivating. I just felt the need to post this, you know; my whole inactivity.
I've stopped drawing for weeks now, but slowly getting back to it. By slowly, I mean the slowest I've ever been.
But I'm still around, lurking in the shadows << I don't visit here often though, prolly every 2-3 weeks.
I even left my desktop untouched for weeks! Until yesterday.
I'll fave when I can but as for interacting, nnnot so much. This place is rather dead to me now xD
I'm on tumblr and instagram a bit more than here, at least as of lately yes a shit ton more.
As for posting art... yeah sure, I'll post whatever I feel is worthy.
Just letting you know I'm not dead. C:
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Was Tagged.
5 min read
hum-de-do
Here's my part on the tagged journal thingy.
1. You must post These rules.
Ermm, I'm not tagging anyone. Most people hate being tagged so idk who I should tag and not tag lul. If you wanna fill this out yourself, go ahead.
Here's my part on the tagged journal thingy.
1. You must post These rules.
2. Each person Has to share 10 facts about themselves.
3. Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for the 10 you tag.
4. Choose 10 people and put Their icons in your journal.
5. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.
6. No tag-backs.
7. You can not say That You do not do tags.
8. You MUST make a journal entry!
Ten Facts:
1. When I see things I want that were crafted by hand, I usually take matters into my own hands and make my own craft xD Not copy, just wing it. It's how I got into drawing, sewing, painting, etc.
2: If it's not apparent, I love Luigi. Just as a mere fan though
3: I'm easily frightened by monstrous stuff... I have an actual fear towards zombies lol. I can't even play The Legend of Zelda game series without one part terrifying me.
4: I hate my height, so bad. MAKE ME SHORTER. Just by a few inches!
5: I'm a major slacker.Whip me into shape so I get to work.--Er, not literally...
6: I believe the things that happen in life are fate =0 I've had many wonderful 'encounters' that seem all too surrealistic, like magic x_x Those events make living so much more amazing and worth all the bad times.
7: I'm very quiet and the type who keeps to myself until you take time to get to know me! So it's usually you who has to approach me to initiate talking. But just beware, once I open up my true personality - You asked fo' eet!
8: I love natural beauty. I think twig-sized people are gross ._. I love a little thickness... n-not overly, but yeahh. There's the Mark side of me.
9: When I take time, I love star-gazing... It's something I've enjoyed since childhood. I'm so happy my guy is madly into Astronomy.
10: I am beyond picky... Way too particular. I don't mean with just one subject; there's Food, Art, Movies, Anime, TV Shows, Books, Manga, Video games, activities.. Yep, I'm picky in general.
2: If it's not apparent, I love Luigi. Just as a mere fan though
3: I'm easily frightened by monstrous stuff... I have an actual fear towards zombies lol. I can't even play The Legend of Zelda game series without one part terrifying me.
4: I hate my height, so bad. MAKE ME SHORTER. Just by a few inches!
5: I'm a major slacker.
6: I believe the things that happen in life are fate =0 I've had many wonderful 'encounters' that seem all too surrealistic, like magic x_x Those events make living so much more amazing and worth all the bad times.
7: I'm very quiet and the type who keeps to myself until you take time to get to know me! So it's usually you who has to approach me to initiate talking. But just beware, once I open up my true personality - You asked fo' eet!
8: I love natural beauty. I think twig-sized people are gross ._. I love a little thickness... n-not overly, but yeahh. There's the Mark side of me.
9: When I take time, I love star-gazing... It's something I've enjoyed since childhood. I'm so happy my guy is madly into Astronomy.
10: I am beyond picky... Way too particular. I don't mean with just one subject; there's Food, Art, Movies, Anime, TV Shows, Books, Manga, Video games, activities.. Yep, I'm picky in general.
Questions for Youuu Guuuyyyss:
1. What motto do you live by?
You get what you deserve, haha. Everything happens for a reason.
2. If you could live anywhere, where would you live and why?
SOMEWHERE THAT SNOWS. PLZ GAWD. Get me out of this damn desert. WHY?? I cannot stand the dry heat, and idgaf for 'oh but you won't withstand humidity or the snow', BULL. Anything would beat where I currently reside. I also have a huge passion for Snow. Winter isn't winter without snow. My life of winters has been a lie. I love the look of snow, I love the feel, THE TASTE- ahem cough. The clean snow anyway.
3. What's your favorite thing you've made?
uhhhhhh.... jeez. M-my art? Is that conceited. I love most of my art, some I'm really proud of. Anything I craft by hand, be it sewing or drawing is something I've created and yes, I nurture and care for it like my own child <3 xD
4. One thing you absolutely do before you die?
TAKE A F#CKIN' CRUISE. YESSS, I want to take a cruise on one of the ships. Let's just hope I don't get motion sickness.
5. What's your sunshine when skies are grey?
uwu drawing or my bf. Or Starbucks. Yeahh.
6. When do you think the world will end?
Hopefully when I am long gone dead :'D idk xD thousands of years.
7. What is the worst thing a person could do to you?
Crush my heart, Stab my heart when I give it to them, or Fake their personality to me. So that's three, but cannot pick only one.8. What is the one thing you've always wanted someone to do for you?
Accept me as I am ^_^
9. Irrational fears?
I-Irrational?? There goes my zombie fear >:U
Bugs. I hate insects, sorry. Fish with teeth exposed. DO NOT WANT. Anything that wants my blood.
Bugs. I hate insects, sorry. Fish with teeth exposed. DO NOT WANT. Anything that wants my blood.
10. What's the craziest dream you've ever had?
Having video game dreams. I can't repeat word for word, but have had many game-like dreams. I never die or get injured but I suppose it's crazy-cool.Ermm, I'm not tagging anyone. Most people hate being tagged so idk who I should tag and not tag lul. If you wanna fill this out yourself, go ahead.
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Some WAI Writing
2 min read
Hey, whoever-watches-or-lurks-my-page, Just wanted to give a heads up.
I'll be uploading some writing-NO, I mean like, hand writing.
Screw all this text stuff, hand writing is more fun for me. My writing may not be perfect, but at least it's mostly legible? xD
I felt like writing recently, Because WAI has never left my mind just so you know. A lot goes through my mind, but I try not to let it leave.
I guess I've been focusing a little too much on others rather than myself lately, I like being there for people I care about.
So yes, it's been keeping me away from my story, but that's no excuse. I'm happy being there for others, but I still care about WAI.
Let me get to the point. I'll be uploading my own, personal documents of this or that, relating to WAI.
Either ya like it or don't~ You can always store it for later to read or not read at all
I simply felt the desire to post them for my own happiness.
ALSO; non-WAI related, I want to post pics of what game play I find worthy of uploading here ^-^
Mostly Pokemon or Animal Crossing, yeahhh. I'll make a separate folder in my gallery for game pictures.
I'll be uploading some writing-NO, I mean like, hand writing.
Screw all this text stuff, hand writing is more fun for me. My writing may not be perfect, but at least it's mostly legible? xD
I felt like writing recently, Because WAI has never left my mind just so you know. A lot goes through my mind, but I try not to let it leave.
I guess I've been focusing a little too much on others rather than myself lately, I like being there for people I care about.
So yes, it's been keeping me away from my story, but that's no excuse. I'm happy being there for others, but I still care about WAI.
Let me get to the point. I'll be uploading my own, personal documents of this or that, relating to WAI.
Either ya like it or don't~ You can always store it for later to read or not read at all
I simply felt the desire to post them for my own happiness.
ALSO; non-WAI related, I want to post pics of what game play I find worthy of uploading here ^-^
Mostly Pokemon or Animal Crossing, yeahhh. I'll make a separate folder in my gallery for game pictures.
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